i wish it was raining right here right now, it would merge with what im picking up..
earlier today i realized i was lucid dreaming so i took control of my dream and i chose to teleport to a couple of places, trying to find the place i wanted to be, but i eventually woke up. its felt strange the speed of the process and waking up. it felt like it lasted long yet it felt like it ended pretty fast, all at the same time. like how water sinks down the drain, the water moves really quickly yet it takes just a pit longer for all of it to completely go all the way down. like everything is happening at the same time, all in one, all at once. time either is different in dreams or it doesn’t exist in the dreaming realm. must be a place or system in which many things are connected, like a fusion. and dreams some times they’re the speed of memories, except you’re there. and honesty, i was in search of someone, even though i didn’t know who i was looking for, i kept appearing to different places hoping ill find them.
One of the greatest shocks that your society is going to discover is that what you’ve always thought of as fairy tales is actually the way life works.
—Bashar (via in-a-wonderland-they-lie)
I don’t have to think
I only have to do it
The results are always perfect
And that’s old news
Beauty is terror. Whatever we call beautiful, we quiver before it.
—Donna Tartt, The Secret History (via kushandwizdom)